Letting it go?

Had been flirting around with who or what i actually am after vader blogged on being "more qhuan-ish" or rather take the path that is more self-beneficial than anything else (less hall stuff). Haha. I admit it. My first reaction was "WTF" (heh... the blood rushing to the face thing? sounds familiar vader?) then the next second i was like "argh. i dun give a flying fish." haha. after 1 exciting year at the pinnacle of political position, you will learn to take things a little easier.... which brought about a revelation! in a nutshell here is how i function. (or at least how i THINK i function):

when i screw pple, i do it right in front of their faces. bam! bam! bam! IN YOUR FACE. but haha... when i do nice things (YES! i am capable of that. >_<)... i just do it without letting anyone know. something which peichoo was telling me, "why not at least let the recipient know?". haha choo choo... mebbe it's just in me to be humble? =P

and wat's the revelation? haha. mebbe that's why i have much more unknown enemies than friends.

oh! another revelation. quote of the day for me! haha. i find it super interesting and to a certain extent... true. "eblk always have zai pple, but sometimes their human to human relationship just not there." something like that... i.e. not diplomatic enough. there's me, hon and now who have you... mg? welcome to the club. ha. devils unite. mg dun deny anymore... u are just like me and hon... just whack when it is necessary but is capable of doing sweet things behind the scene. Some of them call it 'sneaky'. tsk. haha yz beware... u are becoming like us too. potential devil. :)

haha on another note... i know last night was formal meeting/PAB and seriously deep inside i really wanted to attend it. Last chance to. well... i admit i was out. with shuyun. and it was not even a proper date. ha. i just wanted to accompany her before she meet her friends for dinner. i was asking myself... is it a sign of me letting it go? letting hall go. if you had been reading this column i mentioned somewhere that we need to prioritise our time. and yes hondomondo... "spend time with the people who are important to you. those whom you know will walk with you for a long part of your life." (ha. din want to let bid noe that i actually was thinking of attending the formal mtg/pab, but just need to blog on this letting go thing so... heh... which brings us back to not letting the recipient of ur sweet deeds know...)

oh well...

live and let live